Where's my snare

I have no snare in my headphones

There ya' go yeah yo' yo'

I tried so hard

Can't seem to get away from misery

Man i tried so hard

I'll always be a victim of these streets

It ain't my fault cause i

Try to get away but trouble follows me

And still i tried so hard

Hoping one day you'll come and rescue me but

Until then

I'll be postin' up right here

Rain sleet hail snow

But until then

I'll be postin' up right here

With my heat gettin' d**e

Gettin' d**e

There's a certain' mystique when i speak

That you notice that's sorta unique

Cause you know it's me

My poetry's deep

And i'm still matic

The way i flow to this beat

You can't sit still

It's like tryin' to smoke crack

And go to sleep i'm strapped

Just knowing any minute i could snap

I'm the equivalent of

What would happen if bush rapped

I bully these rappers so bad lyrically

It ain't even funny

I ain't even hungry

It ain't even money

You can't pay me enough

For you to play me

It's cockamanie

You just ain't zaney enough

To rock with shady

My clocks cuckoo

I got screws loose yeahhh

The whole kit an' kaboodle

I'm just brutal it's no rumour

I'm numero uno assume it

There's no humour in it no more you know

I'm rollin with a swollen bowling ball in my bag

You need a fag to come and tear a new hole in my a**

I tried so hard

Can't seem to get away from misery

Man i tried so hard

I'll always be a victim of these streets

It ain't my fault cause i

Try to get away but trouble follows me

And still i tried so hard

Hoping one day you'll come and rescue me but

Until then

I'll be postin' up right here

Rain sleet hail snow

But until then

I'll be postin' up right here

With my heat gettin' d**e gettin' d**e

From loose yourself

Soul's escapin' through

This hole's that is gaping

This world is mine for the taking

Make me king as we move toward a new world order

A normal life is boring

But superstardom's close to post mortem

It only grows harder

Homie grows hotter

He blows us all over

These hoes is all on him

Coast to coast shows

He's known as the globetrotter

Lonely roads got him

He knows he's grown farther from home

He's no father

He goes home and barely knows his own daughter

But hold ya nose cause here goes the cold water

These hoes don't want him no mo'

He's called product

They moved on to the next shmo who flows

Who nose dove and sold nada

And so the so proper

His toll it unfolds

And i suppose it's old partner

But the beat goes on

Duh duh doe duh doe dah dah dah dah

I tried so hard

Can't seem to get away from misery

Man i tried so hard

I'll always be a victim of these streets

It ain't my fault cause i

Try to get away but trouble follows me

And still i tried so hard

Hoping one day you'll come

And rescue me but

Until then

I'll be postin' up right here

Rain sleet hail snow

But until then

I'll be postin' up right here

With my heat gettin' d**e gettin' d**e

I'm supposed to be the soldier

Who never blows his composure

Even though i hold the weight of

The whole world on my shoulders

I am never supposed to show it

My crew ain't supposed to know it

Even if it means goin' toe to

Toe with a benzino it don't matter

I'd never drag them in battles

That i can't handle unless i absolutely have to

I'm supposed to set an example

I need to be the leader

My crew looks for me to guide 'em

If some sh*t ever just pop off

I'm supposed to be beside 'em

Now the ja sh*t i tried to squash it

It was too late to stop it

There's a certain line

You just don't cross and he crossed it

I heard him say hailie's name on a song and

I just lost it

It was crazy

And even though the battle was won

I feel like we lost it

I spent too much energy on it

Honestly i'm exhausted

And i'm so caught in it i almost feel

I'm the one who caused it

It's not why i got in it

That was never my object for someone to get killed

Why would i wanna destroy something i helped build

It wasn't my intentions

My intentions was good

I went through my whole career without ever mentionin'

Now it's just out of respect for not runnin' my mouth

And talkin' about something that i knew nothing about

Plus dre told me stay out

This just wasn't my beef

So i did i just fell back

Watched and gritted my teeth

While he's all over tv down talkin' a man

Who literally saved my life

Like f**k it i understand this is business

And this sh*t just isn't none of my business

But still knowin' this sh*t

Could pop off at any minute cause

I tried so hard

Can't seem to get away from misery

Man i tried so hard

I'll always be a victim of these streets

It ain't my fault cause i

Try to get away but trouble follows me

And still i tried so hard

Hoping one day you'll come and rescue me but

Until then

I'll be postin' up right here

Rain sleet hail snow

But until then

I'll be postin' up right here

With my heat gettin' d**e