A lot of people ask me am I afraid of death

Hell yeah I'm afraid of death I don't want to die yet

A lot of people think that I worship the devil

That I do all types of retarded sh*t

Look I can't change the way I think

And I can't change the way I am

But if I offended you Good

'Cause I still don't give a f**k

I'm zonin' off of one joint stoppin' a limo

Hopped in the window shoppin' a demo at gunpoint

A lyricist without a clue what year is this

F**k a needle here's a sword body pierce with this

Livin' amuk never givin' a f**k

Gimme the keys I'm drunk and I've never driven a truck

But I smoke d**e in a cab

I'll stab you with the sharpest knife I can grab

A killer instinct runs in the blood

Emptyin' full clips and buryin' guns in the mud

I've calmed down now I was heavy once into drugs

I could walk around straight for two months with a buzz

My brain's gone my soul's worn and my spirit is torn

The rest of my body's still bein' operated on

I'm ducked the f**k down while I'm writin' this rhyme

'Cause I'm probably gonna get struck with lightnin' this time

For all the w**d that I've smoked yo this blunt's for you

To all the people I've offended yeah f**k you too

To all the friends I used to have yo I miss my past

But the rest of you assholes can kiss my a**

For all the drugs that I've done yo I'm still gon' do

To all the people I've offended yeah f**k you too

For every time I reminisce yo I miss my past

But I still don't give a f**k y'all can kiss my asss

I walked into a gunfight with a knife to kill you

And cut you so fast when your blood spilled it was still blue

I'll hang you til you dangle and chain you with both ankles

And pull you apart from both angles

I wanna crush your skull til your brains leaks out of your veins

And bust open like broken water mains

So tell Saddam not to bother with makin another bomb

Cause I'm crushin the whole world in my palm

Got your girl on my arm and I'm armed with a firearm

So big my entire arm is a giant firebomb

And the pants to match

I get imaginative with a mouth full of adjectives

A brain full of adverbs and a box full of laxatives

Causin' hospital accidents

God help me before I commit some irresponsible acts again

For all the w**d that I've smoked yo this blunt's for you

To all the people I've offended yeah f**k you too

To all the friends I used to have yo I miss my past

But the rest of you assholes can kiss my a**

For all the drugs that I've done yo I'm still gon' do

To all the people I've offended yeah f**k you too

For every time I reminisce yo I miss my past

But I still don't give a f**k y'all can kiss my a**

I wanted an album so rugged nobody could touch it

Spend a million a track and went over my budget ohh sh*t

Now how in the f**k am I supposed to get out of debt

I can't rap anymore I just murdered the alphabet

Drug sickness got me doin some bugged twitches

I'm withdrawn from crack so bad my blood itches

I don't rap to get the women f**k b**ches

Give me a fat slut that cooks and does dishes

Never ran with a click I'm a posse

Kamikaze strappin a motherf**kin bomb across me

From the second I was born my momma lost me

I'm a cross between Manson Esham and Ozzy

I don't know why the f**k I'm here in the first place

My worst day on this earth was my first birthday

Retarded what did that nurse say Brain damage

F**k I was born during the earthquake

For all the w**d that I've smoked yo this blunt's for you

To all the people I've offended yeah f**k you too

To all the friends I used to have yo I miss my past

But the rest of you assholes can kiss my a**

For all the drugs that I've done yo I'm still gon' do

To all the people I've offended yeah f**k you too

For every time I reminisce yo I miss my past

But I still don't give a f**k y'all can kiss my a**