I'm a little nutty and I know it

我知道我有点脑子不正常

But if you go back and

但如果你回到过去

Take a look at my history

看看我的经历

You will see that I'm

你会明白

Not the only one who's off his rocker

我不是唯一一个疯了的人

There were many before me

在我之前还有很多这样的人

I was always labelled

我总是被当做

The black sheep of the family what a bad seed I

家里的害群之马 我是一个多么坏的人啊

Grow to be but if you take a look

但如果你现在看看我们

At us now you'll see the apple didn't fall too far from the tree

你会发现就像那正常现象一样

好了 听着

I'ma tell you the story

我会从我这一方面

From my side maybe you'll understand check it out

告诉你这故事 也许你会理解 听着

You done witnessed

你做的一切见证了

Unexplainable sh*t

什么是无法解释的破事儿

Too insane to explain

要解释这个简直太疯狂了

People run from what

人们逃避的

The just don't get

恰恰是他们得不到的

Maybe Shady shoulda

也许Shady

Just hit 'em with a little bit

我应当给他们一些打击

Did I spit too soon

我吐槽太频繁了吗

Should I of spoon fed 'em it

难道我要像填鸭一样告诉他们这些吗

But I was just so eager

但我只是太渴望

To prove I was even worth

去证明我有更大的价值

Being in the same

和那些人

League or the room with of the people

成为一个集体或者待在一间屋子里

Of whom I was in every now and then I

和那些认可我的人待在一起

Look up like I was seeking approval

每时每刻我都在向上仰望好像在寻找认可

Was it because of the

难道是因为

Pigment of my skin

我的肤色吗

Or was it a figment of

还是因为

My imagination

我的幻想太不现实

Maybe it bothered me

也许这些比我所想的

More than it did them

还要让我生气

Maybe it wasn't a big

也许回头看看这

Deal back then

没什么大不了的

But to me it was see

但是对我来说

What it was was

就是这么大不了 看看是什么吧

I had developed the

我产生了很复杂的心情

Complex from being judged

当我在面对评判的时候

Proof spit his verse

Proof吐出了他的压韵的歌词

Now I'm next let's see who

现在该我了 来看看是谁吧

I'm in the booth

我在录音棚里时

Staring back to see who's mugs

回头去看是谁在我的背后为我拍照

I get a reaction from

我得到了一些响应

Usually the first thumb was from

通常第一个竖起大拇指的人是Proof

Proof

Proof

And the rest of the

然后剩下的人

Group backed him up

也如他一样支持我

And no one lied to

而且没有一个人对对方说谎

Each other cause none of us had deals

因为我们之中没有一个人有麻烦

It was real we just

这是真的

Wanted tickets for that meal

我们只是想要吃饱饭而已

Sometimes I feel like

有时候我觉得

It's just me

这不是我自己

Sometimes I feel like

有时候我觉得

I'm going crazy

我疯了

But take a look at my

但是看一眼我的

Family

家庭

Cause the apple don't

因为

Fall too far from the tree

这是正常现象

I said

我说过

Sometimes I feel like

有时候我觉得

It's just me

这不是我自己

Sometimes I feel like

有时候我觉得

I'm going crazy

我疯了

But take a look at my

但是看一眼我的

Family

家庭

Cause the apple don't

因为

Fall too far from the tree

这是正常现象

Ever since my mother

自从我妈

Was pregnant

怀孕了之后

With her second egg

怀着她的第二个孩子

Cause she said

她说

That I had a baby sister

我曾经有过一个保姆

Who fell out of the window

那个保姆从窗户里跌下去了

I was too young to remember

我太小了所以记不得了

Kansas City projects

这是堪萨斯城的计划

I was like 5 6 and how come

我大概5 6岁 怎么可能不记得

I remember Malcolm

我记得Malcolm

Isaac and Boogie

Isaac和Boogie

If it was the projects in Missouri

怎么可能不记得这不是密苏里的计划

Cause those're my best

他们都是

Friends until Isaac

我最好的朋友 直到Isaac

Took my tricycle and

拿走了我的自行车

My uncle Todd went to try to go get it back

我的叔叔Todd去把它夺了回来

And ended up getting

这件事结束了

Jumped and cut in the gut with a

事实已定

我又翻出来说这件事

Which is still to this day

一直到今天

Why my mother still

为什么我的母亲

Tries to show me some old fake picture

总是想告诉我一些假象

Of a fictitious little

比如说一个虚构的小妹妹

Sister who never existed and this is why part of

从未存在过 这就是为什么我生活的一部分

My life's so twisted

总是如此古怪

But I can never be as

但是我永远也不会像

Sick as that b**ch is

那个坏女人一样恶心的

And by the way that

而且顺便说一句

Picture's one of my relatives

她就是我那些亲戚们的形象的代表

Sometimes I feel like

有时候我觉得

It's just me

这不是我自己

Sometimes I feel like

有时候我觉得

I'm going crazy

我疯了

But take a look at my

但是看一眼我的

Family

家庭

Cause the apple don't

因为

Fall too far from the tree

这是正常现象

I said

我说过

Sometimes I feel like

有时候我觉得

It's just me

这不是我自己

Sometimes I feel like

有时候我觉得

I'm going crazy

我疯了

But take a look at my

但是看一眼我的

Family

家庭

Cause the apple don't

因为

Fall too far from the tree

这是正常现象

You probably have to

你也许要一层一层的

Peel back layers upon layers of

揭开那些伤痛

Pain to see why everything

去看看为什么我说的

I say is so insane

这些是如此疯狂

What's different about my brain that separates me

我的脑子和别人有什么不同呢

From other players in this game on the surface it may

竟会让我被这个游戏里的其他人孤立在表面上

Seem like a scheme or some sort of scam

这看起来像一场阴谋

For me to get some damn sympathy

或者我受到的一系列欺骗让我得到了一些该死的同情

But that's the last thing

但是我需要的最后

I need is for people

一样东西是为那些人

To walk around feeling

那些在我身边

为我感到难过的人

And I'm not a G never

我不是同性恋

Claimed to be

我从没有声称是这样

I gave my vest to

我把我的背心给了

Cashis

Cashis

He'll need it more than me

他比我更需要这个

But we'll see cause we ain't lookin' for beef

我们会看到 因为我们不想自找麻烦

But if it comes our

但是如果事情的发展有我们的麻烦了

Way what do we turn the other

我们该如何

Cheek come on

甘心容忍不予还击 算了吧

Sometimes I feel like

有时候我觉得

It's just me

这不是我自己

Sometimes I feel like

有时候我觉得

I'm going crazy

我疯了

But take a look at my family

但是看一眼我的家庭

Cause the apple don't

因为

Fall too far from the tree

这是正常现象

I said

我说过

Sometimes I feel like

有时候我觉得

It's just me

这不是我自己

Sometimes I feel like

有时候我觉得

I'm going crazy

我疯了

But take a look at my

但是看一眼我的家庭

Family

家庭

Cause the apple don't

因为

Fall too far from the tree

这是正常现象

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