Wasn't raised religious

从未有过信仰

But I wish that I was

可我希望我有过

Having nothing to believe in

没有什么可以信任

It's been killing my buzz

我慢慢变得心如死灰

Yeah I comb my hair close the blinds

我整理了一下头发 关上百叶窗

Play Hallelujah like two dozen times

把哈利路亚说了无数遍

And yesterday I tried to pray

昨天 我试着祈祷

But I didn't know what to say

可我欲言又止

I'm too sad to cry too high to get up

肝肠寸断 欲哭无泪 无力挽回

Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to f**k up

不敢尝试 因为我害怕搞砸一切

Don't like to talk I just lay in my bed

一言不发 我静静地躺在床上

Don't even try to go out with my friends

不愿和朋友走出家门

Lied to my doctor she knew I was faking

对医生撒了谎 她知道我在骗人

Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take them

给我开了一些药 可我不敢吃

I try and I try but I'm too sad to cry

我竭尽全力 可我肝肠寸断 欲哭无泪

Can't tell my mama

不敢告诉妈妈

It makes her worry

会让她替我担心

I'm not suicidal

我不想自暴自弃

Sometimes the lines get all blurry

有时 生与死就在一线之间

Yeah I comb my hair close the blinds

我整理了一下头发 关上百叶窗

Play Hallelujah like two dozen times

把哈利路亚说了无数遍

And yesterday I tried to pray

昨天 我试着祈祷

But I didn't know what to say

可我欲言又止

I'm too sad to cry too high to get up

肝肠寸断 欲哭无泪 无力挽回

Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to f**k up

不敢尝试 因为我害怕搞砸一切

Don't like to talk I just lay in my bed

一言不发 我静静地躺在床上

Don't even try to go out with my friends

不愿和朋友走出家门

Lied to my doctor she knew I was faking

对医生撒了谎 她知道我在骗人

Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take them

给我开了一些药 可我不敢吃

I try and I try but I'm too sad to cry

我竭尽全力 可我肝肠寸断 欲哭无泪

Too sad to cry too high to get up

肝肠寸断 欲哭无泪 无力挽回

Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to f**k up

不敢尝试 因为我害怕搞砸一切

Don't like to talk I just lay in my bed

一言不发 我静静地躺在床上

Don't even try to go out with my friends

不愿和朋友走出家门

Lied to my doctor she knew I was faking

对医生撒了谎 她知道我在骗人

Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take them

给我开了一些药 可我不敢吃

I try and I try but I'm too sad to cry

我竭尽全力 可我肝肠寸断 欲哭无泪

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