Ayo before I start this song man

I just wanna

I just wanna thank everybody for being so patient

So patient

And bearing with me over these last couple of years

While I figure this s**t out

Is anybody out there

It feels like I'm talkin' to myself

No one seems to know my struggle

And everything I've come from

Can anybody hear me

Yeah I guess I keep talkin' to myself

It feels like I'm goin' insane

Am I the one who's crazy

Yeah whoa whoa whoa whoa

Oh oh oh oh oh oh

Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

So why in the world do I feel so alone

Nobody but me I'm on my own

Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel

If there is then lend me an ear

Just so I know that I'm not the only one

I went away I guess and opened up some lanes

But there was no one who even knew

I was goin' through growin' pains

Hatred was flowin' through my veins

On the verge of goin' insane

I almost made a song dissin' Lil Wayne

It's like I was jealous of him

'Cause of the attention he was gettin'

I felt horrible about myself

He was spittin' and I wasn't

Anyone who was buzzin' back then coulda got it

Almost went at Kanye too

God it feels like I'm goin' psychotic

Thank God that I didn't do it

I'da had my a*s handed to me and I knew it

But proof wasn't here to see me through it

I'm in the booth poppin' another pill

Tryna talk myself into it

Are you stupid you're gon'

Start dissin' people for no reason

Specially when you can't even write

A decent punchline even

You're lyin' to yourself you're slowly dyin'

You're denyin' your health

You're cryin' out for help

Is anybody out there

It feels like I'm talkin' to myself

No one seems to know my struggle

And everything I've come from

Can anybody hear me

Yeah I guess I keep talkin' to myself

It feels like I'm goin' insane

Am I the one who's crazy

Yeah

So why in the world do I feel so alone

Nobody but me I'm on my own

Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel

If there is then lend me an ear

Just so I know that I'm not the only one

No longer the man

That's a bitter pill to swallow

All I know is I'm wallowing

Bottoms up on the pill bottle

Maybe I'll hit my bottom tomorrow

My sorrow echoes in this hall though

Oh oh oh

But I must be talkin' to the wall though

I don't see nobody else

I guess I keep talkin' to myself

But all these other rappers suck is all that I know

I've turned into a hater I put up a false bravado

But Marshall is not an egomaniac that's not his motto

He's not a desperado he's desperate

His thoughts are bottled inside him

One foot on the brake one on the throttle

Fallin' asleep with writer's

Block in the parkin' lot of McDonald's

But instead of feeling sorry for yourself

Do something 'bout it admit you got a problem

Your brain is clouded you pouted long enough

It isn't them it's you you f**kin' baby

Quit worryin' 'bout what they do and do Shady

I'm f**kin' goin' crazy

Is anybody out there

It feels like I'm talkin' to myself

No one seems to know my struggle

And everything I've come from

Can anybody hear me

Yeah I guess I keep talkin' to myself

It feels like I'm goin' insane

Am I the one who's crazy

Yeah

So why in the world do I feel so alone

Nobody but me I'm on my own

Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel

If there is then lend me an ear

So I picked myself up off the ground

And f**kin' swam 'fore I drowned

Hit my bottom so hard I bounced twice

Suffice this time around

It's different them last two albums didn't count

Encore I was on drugs rlapse

I was flushin' 'em out

I've come to make it up to you now

No more f**kin' around

I got somethin' to prove to fans

'Cause I feel like I let 'em down

So please accept my apology

I finally feel like I'm back to normal

I feel like me again let me formally

Reintroduce myself to you for those of you who don't know

The new me's back to the old me

And homie I don't show no signs of slowin' up

Oh and I'm blowin' up all over

My life is no longer a movie

But the show ain't over homos

I'm back with a vengeance homie

Weezy keep ya head up

TI keep ya head up

Kanye keep ya head up don't let up

Just keep slayin' them rest in peace to DJ AM

'Cause I know what it's like

I struggle with this s**t every single day and um

Is anybody out there

It feels like I'm talkin' to myself

No one seems to know my struggle

And everything I've come from

Can anybody hear me

Yeah I guess I keep talkin' to myself

It feels like I'm goin' insane

Am I the one who's crazy

Yeah

So why in the world do I feel so alone

Nobody but me I'm on my own

Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel

If there is then lend me an ear

Just so I know that I'm not the only one

So there it is d**n

D**n

Feels like I just woke up or something

I guess I just forgot who the f**k I was man

I was man

Ayo ayo and to anybody

I thought about going at going at

It was never nothing personal personal

Some s**t I was going through

And to everybody else everybody else I'm back I'm back