Is this what I've become

如今我怎么变成了这样

Someone who gets jealous of someone

我被嫉妒冲昏了头脑

Instead of open arms and honest praise

不愿敞开怀抱 迎接真诚的赞美

I'm closing doors and pushing love away

我紧闭心扉 将爱拒之门外

When did I come undone

我何时才会得偿所愿

When did the colors of my canvas start to run

我何时才会大放异彩

I can't control the teardrops on my face

我无法控制自己的眼泪

I know this ain't the girl my mother raised

我知道我已不似从前

I used to wear love like an army

我曾经用爱武装自己 无所畏惧

I used to know nothing could harm me

我曾经感觉自己坚不可摧

Now fear got up all in my head

如今 我满心恐惧

I'm all in my head and I made a mess

我的脑海一片混乱

I confess I'm ashamed

我承认自己羞愧不已

And I need grace

我需要上帝赐予恩惠

To step inside my mind and help me be a better person

进入我的内心 让我成为一个更好的人

Release the better version of me

绽放更好的自己

'Cause right now what I wanna do is scream it

因为现在 我只想放声尖叫

I need grace 'cause I'm running low on faith

我需要上帝赐予恩惠 因为我已经失去信仰

And I really wanna change my heart

我只想改变自己的内心

'Cause I'm falling apart these days

因为在这段时光里 我已经分崩离析

And what I really need is grace grace grace

我真的需要上帝赐予恩惠

I feel like I'm a ghost

我感觉自己如同行尸走肉

I forgot the most important thing I know

我忘记了最重要的事情 我知道

That there's nobody else I have to be

我不需要成为任何人

There's no one else I need to please

也不需要取悦任何人

I have the answers that I need

我得到了自己需要的答案

I used to wear love like an army

我曾经用爱武装自己 无所畏惧

I used to know nothing could harm me

我曾经感觉自己坚不可摧

Now fear got up all in my head

如今 我满心恐惧

I'm all in my head and I made a mess

我的脑海一片混乱

I confess I'm ashamed

我承认自己羞愧不已

And I need grace

我需要上帝赐予恩惠

To step inside my mind and help me be a better person

进入我的内心 让我成为一个更好的人

Release the better version of me

绽放更好的自己

'Cause right now what I wanna do is scream it

因为现在 我只想放声尖叫

I need grace 'cause I'm running low on faith

我需要上帝赐予恩惠 因为我已经失去信仰

And I really wanna change my heart

我只想改变自己的内心

'Cause I'm falling apart these days

因为在这段时光里 我已经分崩离析

And what I really need is grace watching over my mistakes

我需要上帝赐予恩惠 改正我的错误

Yeah I really wanna change my heart

我只想改变自己的内心

'Cause I'm falling apart these days

因为在这段时光里 我已经分崩离析

And what I really need is grace

我真的需要上帝赐予恩惠