Aha I know what you're thinking

我知道你在想什么

And you're wrong

我知道你在想什么

I'm not gonna sing you a song

我不会给你唱歌

This time I'm gonna open myself

这一次，我要敞开胸怀

And let you see what's inside of me

让你看看我的内在

I'm in my war

我在战斗

It's a battlefield of choice

这是个抉择的战场

A war that nobody sees only me

一场只有我能看到的斗争

Nobody wins in this war

没有人能在这场战争中获胜

We can only choose

我们只能选择

Only lose

只能失败

It's a choice between the body and the heart

这是躯体和心灵之间的选择

You win your body and lose your heart

你赢了躯体就输掉心灵

Or you win your heart and lose your body

或者赢了心灵输掉躯体

People ask me all these questions

人们问我这样那样的问题

My anger my hatred

我的愤怒，我的仇恨

Where do they come from

它们来自哪里

They come from me

它们来自我自己

They come from my heart

它们来自我的心底

I guess I'm weird

我想我有些不可思议

Cause I can see on people their fears and their desires

因为我可以看见人们内心的恐惧和欲望

I try not to believe in these

我试着不去相信这些

But they keep following me where ever I go

但它们一直纠缠着我，无论我走到哪里

So here I am

现在，我就在这里

Now you've seen my hurts

你们看见了我的伤痕

There is a silver knife plunged in my back

有一把银刀从背后刺进我的身体

See there is a silver knife in my back

看，我的背上插着一把银色的刀

Underneath underneath

暗流 暗流

What you see underneath

在水面之下，你看见了什么

Underneath underneath

暗流 暗流

Can't you see

你看不见么

It's hard to breath

那里让人窒息

Sometimes I draw

有时我画画

But the portrait has no culture

但是画像毫无生趣

Nothing moves

万物静止

Only ghosts in the flame

唯有火焰中的鬼魂

Wish the rain would wake me up

希望一场大雨可以将我唤醒

Then I'd go with her

而后我会随她而去

Stroll with her

随她游荡

I see nothing outside

外面的世界空无一物

It's a place that nobody comes

这是个无人问津的地方

All this liberty I enjoy

所以，所有这些我享受着

And that I suffer from

却也因此痛苦着的自由

It's like you've dared to say you know me

就好像，你敢说你了解我

It's like you are all dead to me

就好像，对我来说你们早已死去

All these twenty eight years

我用了整整28年

I've spent them looking for myself

来寻找自己

People think I'm crazy

人们觉得我疯了

I've always been doing things that normal people don't do

我一直在做普通人不去做的事

Why

为什么

I don't know

我不知道

I don't understand myself

我也不理解我自己

I think deep in my mind

我觉得内心深处

I hate myself

我恨我自己

But never mind

但没关系

I guess I'll just learn to forget

我将学会遗忘

Underneath underneath

暗流 暗流

What you see underneath

在水面之下，你看见了什么

Underneath underneath

暗流 暗流

Can't you see

你看不见么

It's hard to breath

那里让人窒息

Ah

Je ne dors plus je suis pisé e en deux

我再也无法入眠，我已分裂为二

Une en paix et l'autre au combat

一个在平静中，另一个，在战斗中

Je ne mange plus car la nourriture n'a plus de go

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